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hit me with the death curse....

and let me drift away from the world who holds me in contempt.........

The world as I know it has moved on without my presence......

yet I cast a long shadow on its path......

If I am fortunate enough.....

let me say goodbye.......

and then surround me with the looming eternal darkness....

I wish.....

I was free.....

and life was less painful....

but since its karma....

it will never be easy.....

The ironic thing about life.....

is that it gave me all that one could ask for.....

yet it took away everything else that I needed.....

So zap me with the death curse.....

and take away everything else I possess......

leave nothing.......

for life isn't about anything really......

really....