.....And there were no more left to say

..----.--. ..-.-..---.. .--..-..-.-..-... ...- . .. . ..-..--.... ...-.....???

So I went upstairs to check....

The bag was big and looks full....

I opened the bag and I realise it was empty.......

Yes it was empty. And then I realised.....

There was nothing left to say........

I Hate To Love

"Love hurts us the most when we are in the middle of it.

It is like the pitcher plant. It kills us when we fly right into its trap.

But we cannot help it because we keep thinking we can get something nice out of it.....

Just like the insect which thought it could get sweet nectar out of pitcher plants"

Just makes me want to swear that I will never fall in love for 10,000 years

Cruising through Christmas

Today my friend called

Then he was like: 'ay, go for cruise leh'

Then I was like: 'when?'

Friend: Christmas?

K.t: u got money meh?

Friend: Yeah. U?

K.t: got. mother sponsor loh

Friend: 'kae loh. then go loh'

K.t: 'when exactly. I leaving for taiwan on 28th leh'

Friend: 'not sure leh. maybe a few days before your trip loh.... go malaysia that kind lah'

K.t.: 'orh. confirm one or not. christmas is peak period leh'

Friend: 'Dunno leh. I think should have lah. Christmas on cruise. Up lah'

K.t: 'u let me know again loh'

And then the rest of the conversation goes on......

So I might be spending christmas on a ship, then new year in Taiwan. Maybe continuously somemore

~Song bo

The year seems to come to an exciting end......

Okay, but must get through the horrendous exams tomorrow

Sigh

Fire Sparklers and aromatic candles

Friendships (or love) can be divided into 2 types:

They might be like fire sparklers.

It is magical when you light it up. The beautiful sparkles instantly brighten up the whole place..... And everything just seems wonderful.......

Time stops for that moment and you smile...... even if you dont know it

But it is just that short minute that the magic lasts. After that, the sparkles die out and darkness returns.....

No more magic....... All you are left with is just a beautiful memory of the sparkler that just made you smile.....

Is it enough?

Might be.... might not be......

I am always left with a sense of loss when it all ends......

They might be like aromatic candles.

You light a thick block of it up....

It still brightens up the place...... But it is not as beautiful as the sparkles......

Yet you get a strong sense of security........ because you know it is not going to end so soon.....

It is slow, steady and unexciting......

But it is also long lasting....... And after a while, you get wonderful smells.... And it can make you smile as well as the sparkler....

It will end eventually, but by then it will be daybreak........ And I wont need light anymore.....

So which one do you like better?

Your friendship with me....... Is it like a sparkler or an aromatic candle?

I had had both.. But I always liked the candles better........

Because the sense of loss is too great for me to undertake....... And memories will never be enough for me

In fact, the more beautiful the memory the worse....

Your relationship with people....... Is it like a sparkler or an aromatic candle?

I have already lighted up the candle. Dont be the cold wind that blows it out

Please?

Musings

Nothing damn happening nowadays. Cooped up at home studying for exams

So just some random musings accumulated along the way.....

Musing 1:

Yesterday was talking on the phone with a friend......

then i realise sometimes even though some people are all grown up and matured liao they say really innocent things that you really want to laugh at.....

Like those things that small kids say and then you laugh and laugh at it....Then you feel the kids are very cute then you want to pinch their cheeks.

My friend also. Laughed and laughed at somethings he said.... Then told him wanted to pinch his cheeks. He's quite shocked

Okay it sounds weird..... but I not some lao ti ko uncle okay.....

Thanks to all the friends I have talked to over the past few days in between studying....

You all make it much easier to get through this period of time........

Musing 2:

Was looking at some disgusting pictures on cigarette boxes

Was wondering: Who so nice let people take picture of all the rotten teeth and tumours and whatever disgusting things huh?

And sometimes they show the rotten teeth, the mouth is opened so nicely......

This kind of pictures got professional models one or not huh? Er sorrie for this morbid question but just wondering about it.........

Musing 3:

Something dirty fell on my notes.....

Tried to remove it by putting my notes outside the window and shaking the dirty thing off

Lost grip and the notes fell to the first floor

Onto some badminton kids

Went down to take

Wet notes collected because it just rained......~Song Bo

I am such a idiot.

Musing 4:

I think cheese fries are the best invention in the world lah..... Cheers me up when I am studying

~Song Bo

Better than prata......

Musing 5:

These few days no time to go see Yanzi at northpoint

Busy studying

Bo Song :-(

Okay end of musings......

My Own Funeral

So busy these days I forgot to talk about this........

Actually just busy with studying..... And damn stressed with the exams because taking horrible modules this sem......

And bored with studying the midst of night.........

So call me if you damn bored at night also...... especially at 2 or 3 am like that.......

I wont know who's awake so I always try my luck with people who I know will stay awake probably one......

For those who have been offering support for the past few nights, thanks. You know who you are..... not convenient to say here......

..-........---..--......-.-...-..

Haha morse code.... to whoever knows how to read it.....

Anyway that day walked past a super rich estate in Bukit Timah to give one final tuition to my student.....

Saw this house with an extremely extravagant set-up for funeral........

Really very luxurious and grand......... Havent seen such a big setup before....

But.... whats the point?

The person who you are doing this for is gone already..... Whats the point of doing up the final send off?

For who? The deceased? Or for other people to see?

Have you spent enough time with the deceased when he/she was still alive?

Is this grand funeral just a way to make yourself feel better?

When I have my funeral I dont want all these things.......

No altar....... no obituaries no flowers especially........ Just because I am dead doesnt mean the poor flowers have to go with me as well.....

Just a ultra simple funeral........ A monk to chant scriptures and send me on the way would be good....

No elaborate procedures that even scientists find hard to remember.....

No need sand on forehead....... no need incense every hour no need continuous buddhist music......

All these are set by humans, not by the religion itself.... Not Buddhism especially....

We emphasize on transience of everything thus release of everything.....

Make it money making funeral......... I like money making stuff......

First ever profitable funeral.......

That would be good for the living....... And going easy on my insurance money as well.....

And you are all welcome....... friend or foe

Haha

盛夏光年 (Eternal Summer)

Saw the intro for this movie on Kunhua's blog.

And I instantly fell in love with it......

Not because of the actress, which I thought was really so-so only (beauty wise)......

Not because of the actors, duh

Definitely not because of the gay love scenes......

But I love the story and the mood that the director created..... The story is so common, but precisely because it is so common that it could happen to any of us....

And it makes the film feel real.....

The mood is quite comfortable for telling of a poigant tale like this....

And the taglines are just pure genius......

"没有人是应该孤独的"

"我们再也无法回去那个夏天了"

"人长大了，真的什么都变了"

So cliche.... But cannot be more true.... and some of the lines apply to some of us right now.....

And thats why I like this film so much........

Havent seen the film yet..... Shown in taiwan only..... But the preview looks good......

Kunhua say the preview was better than the actual film...... Lets hope it is not too much of a disappointment if it comes here.....

There are many versions of the preview, including a six minute one...... But I chose this two minute one because it dont have the gay love scenes......

Too many kids reading this blog, must tone down and censor some of the controversial stuff....

If you want to watch the controversial stuff please go youtube yourself...

SOH TH, you will like this shorts preview because quite touching.

Dont forget to read the rest of my new posts. Thanks

盛夏光年

Tuesday 2.11 AM

Haha, decided to name my post 2.11AM Tuesday to reflect the time at which I am typing this post.....

Anyway no title would fit this posting because there are many things to say under this one post..... So just name by timing. Probably will have more creative titles in future.....

For starters, I wanna clarify something. I took Hello Panda into bathroom to eat while bathing becoz I was deep in thought about something and was very absent minded. Absolutely not my way of destressing.

新闻媒体工作者没有报道真相，断章取义，不是记者，而是狗仔

新加坡媒体并不多，新闻还是乱报，不ok，是不是这个意思？

是这个意思！谢谢!

Yesterday morning (MON) went to Alexandra Hospital and something amusing happened....

I was suppose to arrive at 9.30 for my appointment but went at about 9.45

Then when I receive my queue number on a piece of paper, it said something

Queue No: 1031
Room: G1
Appointment Time: 9.30am
Registration Time: 10 am

Haha felt abit ashamed of myself..... Can imagine the kick ass nurse looking at the queue number and shaking her head.... "Tsk Tsk Tsk. Youngsters nowadays huh"

The doctor showed me something damn cool.... but quite painful..... Ouch........

And the nurses and the doctor were ultra-polite.....

I think either AH has very good service training or it is recorded somewhere in my record that my dear aunt is the Assistant Nursing Director of Alexander Hospital.... LoL

On Sunday went for lin's birthday banquet. Been awhile since I flexed my organising skills

Wasnt spectacular..... just passable. Was glad I made the right choice of cake at cheap price.....

I am sorry for making you all awkward.......And I am grateful that you all obliged me.......

Quite a selfish wish actually......... I wanted to mark out the moment before things make a permanent turn........I dont have many beautiful memories to hold onto. This is one of them........

And I am afraid I might not be able to remember in the future

And you all humored me..... Where else can I find such obliging youngsters?

Thanks again. I cherish the chance......

It is already becoming different, if you know what I mean....... And I am quite sad to be the one witnessing all of it unfolding in front of my eyes

I shouldnt have asked in the first place........ And it truly exploded in karma style in my face....

Yesterday was a rainy day...... And I keep singing 'yu tian'

Went to see Yanzi again at northpoint after the AH trip.......

'沉默算不算任性的要求？人总是不能太容易感动'

How true

And I am learning it the hard way

Was studying Nitric oxide (known as nitrogen monoxide) cell signalling for Cell Biology just now

It is a poisonous gas produced by cars...... But the body uses it in small amounts to relax muscles

Conclusion?

A cup of tea can warm you up on rainy days.....

Breathing can warm you up in the dark of the lonely night.....

Make you feel better and less lonely, especially if you have no one to hug at night.....

The best part is?

You can dance in the swirling fumes that follows..... when no one is watching

Okay bad conclusion.

Dont learn....
2.48am

5.35 AM

5.35am

Yesterday turned out to be a sad day.........

I am sorry the visitors of this blog has to come and read all my whiny stuff everytime.... This is just not a very good year.........

Okay........ not whining........ just going to say some stuff.....

I did some crazy things again yesterday.....

Among other insane stuff I did, I brought 'Hello Panda' biscuits into the bathroom to eat while I was bathing.....

Actually I am really damn stressed this few days....... Exams are coming....

And I did quite badly for some subjects this semester....... I got a 'D' for some of my tests.....

The thing that shocked me the most that I was indifferent........

It doesnt seem to matter to me..... Last time if I had anything more than a 'B" for a test I will be disturbed and then more hardworking.....

Now I just put the grade away........ And no extra hard work or effort put into my studies...

I dont really want MOE to come after me.... Not nice to have officers talk to you about slipping grades and everything.......Dont think they will anyway...... unless really bad.....

Thats why this exams are ultra-stressful.... Even if I am studying very hard now....

天下间最难的事就是人的事了

I think human problems are more difficult to handle than exams...... They are the most difficult.......

Was telling my friend on the bus yesterday that I didnt like changes......

I really dont like change..........And I always have a bitter time coping with big changes.....

I struggle most of the time....... Especially with relationship change

Sometimes relationship change is like having coloured sand in your hands.

You want to keep the beautiful sand cos it is so special..... Yet it is just slipping through your fingers.......

The sad part is that you can do absolutely nothing to stop it from slipping through

We should treasure the present...... but it is precisely because I value the present and thats why I am so afraid that things will change later.....

I am still learning to let go of things

And I worry because I know I wont be able to handle it.......

I realise SOH TH said quite true stuff sometimes.... She is not as brainless as I describe her to be.....

Sometimes scientists can make mistakes with their observations

She said you should laugh all you want and can now because you might be crying there alone the next minute....

And it cannot be more true yesterday night......

If someone ask me now if 我是不是活得不耐烦了, I will say 是的。真的有点厌烦了

人生这艘贼船也未免太大了吧.......

天下间最难的事真的就是人的事了。

Do you understand what I am saying?

Fuck Vs Fuck You

Was supposed to blog yesterday.....

But there was something wrong with the blogspot server. Forever got problems one...... So never.....

Just want to announce that my student's mother help me get another two students.....

Apparently she got ultra-wide connections

And she help me raise the price negotiations further...... she said must raise my fees so that I dont have to work so hard next year, can take less students....

Was damn touched when I heard that..... better than my own mom...... it seems that we sometimes treat outsiders better than our own kin isnt it........

Anyway thank you mrs C. I really dont know what I have done to deserve this kindness from you.....

And so I am closing onto my full quota soon....... a far cry from the start of this year when I only started working after April...... 5 months without work or money.....

Fuck Vs Fuck you. Is there a difference? The answer is a restounding YES

I think everybody should learn the difference between fuck and fuck you..... When I say 'fuck' its not scolding anybody in particular.... Just a cuss word for the effect of it......

If I really say 'fuck you' then I am scolding you specifically..... And I dont use it on girls because it sounds damn weird......

So whoever who said I was scolding her just now, hope now u are clear........

And everyone else of course.....

Had a fun dinner just now....... except SOH TH scold me loudly..... Joking also must get scolded..... Sigh..... Poor me....

I went through an ultra-fustrating morning

And I did something absolutely insane

And today I struggled with it for awhile....... I surprised myself by being so decisive in the end.....

And he is not even back yet.........

Fuck! Why cant caffeine seem to suppress the dilation of my blood vessels?

1 pill has 50mg and then 2 pills would have 100mg By drug standards, that an excessive amount...... So why??

So in the end I resorted to trading with the devil.......

I am so asking for it...... And I think in the end I will have it coming.......

Song Bo

~Song Bo

Thats the phrase that I like to say nowadays. Hokkien to express bliss...Kena influenced because I think I subconciously found it funny when somebody else said it

I think its going to be my phrase of the month..... until I get it out of my system.....

Hand up project ~Song Bo

Finish test ~Song Bo

Hand up lab report ~ Song Bo

Hell Week finished ~SONG BO

Today deliberately walked into Northpoint again to see Yanzi again........ ~Song Bo. I think I will never get tired of the picture....... One day I am going to tear down the picture and ran away with it. Haha

Then at night I learn not to trust the words of women lightly..... Especially brainless women.

They say things without thinking properly..... and then after that they have a wild party time when the things they say blow up in their faces (BOOM) ~Song Bo

Not talking about anyone in particular........... just general experience, especially after dealing with NUS girls, who although brainless but somehow get better CAP grade than me

..................!..............?

I think I am much more carefree these days....... Since 'he' left with all the problems

Havent returned yet.....

still on the journey with his pencil box......

Think he havent found what he is looking for......

Doesnt matter. Still got me around....

And all is right in the world.....

Haha

Stupid-Me

Nuts! Henin-Hardenne won WTA? She became No 1?

Why Why Why! Where has my queen Lindsay Davenport gone to? Come back!

Nuts! Liverpool lost to Arsenal? Why Why Why! And of all teams they lose to Arsenal? The one that I dislike the very most......... Even more so than Chelsea.....

Yahoo! Barca won 3-1.

It seems that I know about everything except my biology facts........ So many useless trivia and the most important thing to study I didnt do so.........

So thats where all the braininess went to........ If I had any at all......

What is the protein that phosphorylate the Cdk 2 cyclin E complex again?

Today morning just went through another one of those ultra-fustrating cell biology tests. And to my horror, I discovered at my age, knowledge has a HALF LIFE.

I read the questions on the last page before the test and thought I knew how to do the questions....

But by the time I reach the last page, I have already forgotten what I should have remembered easily..... I spotted questions correctly anyway........

Knowledge has a half-life at 22 yrs old.......

Nuts. That day did something stupid. Told myself should not already but still cant control myself.....

Care and concern has no boundaries, they go into foolish territories.

I am quite sure its all going to explode in my face sooner or later........... hmm look out on this blog space and when it blow up on Mr Stupid-me, i will tell you all.....

BOOM!

The Quote of My Year

Nowadays blogs like to quote things from other blogs. Haha (~nudge cyanee and tze)

They keep quoting whatever I said or wrote on my own blog..... Okay nuts. My next new year resolution is not to be so arrogant next year.

I think I am quite so this year

Back to what I was saying, I insist on quoting my own thoughts onto this blog. But that day I encountered something somebody said that I felt is so true.

OH. MY. GOD. So true that I have to quote it here

This is the quote of my year

"Remember when you were a kid and your biggest worry was like, if you'd get a bike for your birthday or if you'd get to eat cookies for breakfast?

Being an adult. Totally overrated

I mean, seriously, dont get fooled by all the hot shoes and the great sex and the no parents anywhere telling you what to do. Adulthood is responsibility"

~quoted from Grey's Anatomy

This cannot be more true, damn it.

And as I say so often to kids around me: Please grow up quickly because we are all waiting for you to come suffer with the rest of us

Somebody challenged me to this statement yesterday. "What if I chose to be happy?" was the idea that people put up.

To me, its like asking "What if I smoke marijuana and not get addicted" Hey to think of it, I asked the first question when I was like 14.

I thought I could stay happy by refusing to grow up.

Whatever. Things change, and they force you to go along, whether you like it or not.

Tomorrow after handing up my Bioinformatics project, I am so going to the computer lab and shouting 'FUCK YOU' before running away.

Never have I done a project that didnt make sense at all in my entire life.....

Tada~

Love Consultant

Now is 4.02 am Sunday morning. Only Tanya is my companion....

Army Song: When the cold wind blows............

~We hugged for one minute. And then x left. Never turned back....

This winter is going to be extra cold I guess

I think Cheer Chen really really is very good.

She wrote the lyrics to '路口' by Tanya Chua. And it was very very very well written.

Because it can make me cry when I sing it. 感动度超高

天下第一感伤歌

And I really think I like the Tanya version of 'Yellow' better than Coldplay's one.

She really can sing in a damn damn sad way to make people lose control of their emotions.... 陌生人 almost once took over my entire life

Haha, I can have my own music blog already. Haha

Nuts. My new year resolution is not to cry so much. This year maybe already got one litre of tears (~ nudge lin. Nudge nudge) Haha....

Today I discover that I am not just a tuition teacher. I can also go be a love consultant already

But not full time lah.

My full time job is a student (nudge DaeGekleng) Haha

And when you are a love consultant, you see other people's problems.

And then you see somebody going to get hurt.

You may see things going to get ugly....

And you can do nothing practical about it because no matter what you say, only people in the relationship can solve whatever problems there are.

And there are people foolish enough in this world not to take your advice when they know its probably true you know?

And I dont think love consultants get paid very much because everybody thinks they know best about love....

I think tuition teacher still better.....

When you see a beautiful lady with a fat short ugly husband on the street, dont be surprised or complain that it is unfair.

Love is blind, my dear........ -GTK

"Look at the stars, look how they shine for you... and everything you do and they were all yellow......... Do you know? For you I bleed myself dry...... For you I bleed myself dry"

SK = SK?

Does SK jewellery have anything to do with SKII?

Just another one of those random thoughts... Haha.

And I wish Yanzi would endorse SK jewellery forever.......

So that I can visit Northpoint and see her large poster everyday....

She and I are the same. We both want someone to understand our rainy days.

Haha... So lame

Haha

The Question

This two weeks people asked the same question over and over again.

About 375,662 people asked the same thing. In thousand different ways.

Only one managed to ask the correct question. So to this lucky person, I gave an answer.

I guess that's how life is, isnt it? You ask the correct question, you get the right answer.

It may be the true answer. It may be the answer you are looking for. It may be the answer people feel its best to tell you.

I guess old time friends know me the best. The person is a neighbour cum primary school classmate cum secondary school mate. We didnt see each other for quite some time.....

So in this world, one person other than me know why. And what happened.

But who cares? How much time we really give to other people? Who really think carefully about questions and answers that they want?

God is in His Heaven........ and we all live in our worlds.

What's up DOC?

Haha this happened about four days ago. But really no time to update. This week is CRAZY.

Went to see a doctor......

We sat down to have an checkup. Then he was adjusting his chair to operate the machine more comfortably.

When he sat on the chair, one of the legs of the chair broke. Haha

Yah really. The chair broke and the doctor fell. But he held on to the wall.

Didnt laugh at all. Was quite nervous about the check up cause I wanted everything to be all right.

So I nervously waited while the nurse quickly came to change the chair. While changing the chair, the doctor even joked that the chair broke because of his weight.

Still didnt laugh. Though on hindsight, it is funny. The nurse was quick to console the doctor.

"No lah no lah. The chair is lousy. Not your weight"

Then the examination went on.

Haha

Gehirun Helpline 2

Hey, the brainy brain is here to help people again...... Whoo hoo~ (cue cheesy music for helping people)

Today I not going to help anyone in particular but a group of people called couples

You see them everywhere, especially on trains and buses. They like to perform PDA (Public Display of Affection)

They kiss and hug and touch (OH SO SWEET) and do whatever disgusting things they can to show everybody they are so in love. (And then years later, they break up and HATE each other's guts out, HAHA!)

So today, my advice to them today is: "HOW TO PERFORM PDA PROPERLY" (cue cheesy music again)

1) Bring plastic bag big enough to cover both heads. Then when you want to kiss or exchange saliva or wash your tongue, you can cover your heads with the plastic bag and then proceed. Carrefour, NTUC, IKEA and GIANT provide such plastic bags

2) Bring blanket or super big piece of cloth. Block of one corner of the train, cover the area with the cloth and do PDA. You can even have SEX (~woohoo) without people knowing. Just dont make noise.

3) Place a loud MP3 phone under the seat of a old lady or old uncle. People will be more annoyed with the elderly instead of your PDA. They might even prefer your PDA to the loud mp3 phone.

4) Look out of the window and SHOUT very loudly: "AIYOH, WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GUY HUH? WAH LAU SO POOR THING!!" People will all dash to the window and look out for the interesting thing. Less kaypoh people will also look in that direction. In this case you can also have sex if you really execute the move properly. Just make sure you can finish before they turn their heads back


For those people who are determined to stop PDA, I also got advice for you.

1) When they kiss, help with the audio complements. You can make kissing noises for them to let everybody know they are kissing. They wont mind it since they do PDA to let people see what.

2) You can say things like "Mmmmm, 不要吗!! You very bad leh." Japanese is fine too if you are well versed in it. "Yamateh Yamateh! Sony Mitsubishi Sanyo Toshiba Tako Pachi Corrochan Wasabi"

3) When the train jerk, pretend to bump into them. The best is to collapse the both of them and knock them out. Permenantly also can. Just make it look like a freak accident.

Thats all for today

S-PERM Coating

Was reading something on cell biology the other day. Then somebody made a remark which made me remember something that I forgot to share with you all very long time ago.

This can get quite gross so read at your own risk. But quite interesting. Haha

My 'Molecular Genetics' lecturer once told us about an experiment done by some ang-moh scientists.

They wanted to find out how resistant or durable sperm cells are.

So they went to stain a piece of cloth with semen (guess where they got that from, haha) and proceeded to wash it in a washing machine with powerful detergent.

Then they tested for presence of sperm cells

After 96 cycles of washes, sperm cells were STILL detected!!!

And they found that the sperm cells can be transferred to other pieces of cloth during the washing cycles

So guys, be careful where you leave stuff. In other words, dont leave things lying around. Haha

Imagine if some sperm cells manage to get into your washing machine with other clothes.

The whole load of washing would be coated with it. You could be wearing clothes with a SPERM COATING

Haha, wildly funny imagining it but I guess I wouldnt want it to really happen to me.

Wouldnt want to walk around the whole day with sperm on you right?

Wahaha

Experimental Biochemistry

This is an analytical tool used in biochemistry. Polyacrylamide Gel Electrophoresis (PAGE). A type of chromatography used in the analysis of proteins

The most fun part of laboratory work: You get a proper result.

The last second column shows I purified my protein properly so there is only one band left. The more bands, the more proteins present the more unpure the mixture.

The fustrating part: Figuring the protocols and experiencing long hours of failures.

This is actually already the 9th or 10th gel I have casted.

And no, the gel cannot be eaten because it contains highly poisonous heavy metals such as Silver ions

Blah Blah Blah.

Blog Thingey

Here is a blog thing about me.I think it is mostly true, except the last part.

The html thing is abit fucked up. Those who want to test can go to: http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz

Your Birthdate: May 18th

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

September is so not my power month. My work performance for 'Zhou Chu' was absolutely horrendous.

And yes I can control my emotions. Except recent days because 'he' went on the long journey with his pencil case.

Trivial Matters 1:The Most Retarded Reply I Have Ever Received

Retardation: A natural force applied in the opposite direction to motion forces. AKA friction

Something like that. I suck at Physics anyway.

Yesterday while sleeping, the most retarded SMS reply I have ever received crept into my life.

Not retarded as in idiotic. But retarded as in slow.

5 whole days later.

YX, I think can award a trophy to you liao......

Haha

A Bittersweet Dream 2

Yesterday dreamt of X again.

I was at the airport with my pencil case.

Ready to go on my journey.

Then X came.

But there were no requests from X to stay back.

The last call came. We hugged. For one minute. I closed my eyes and said 'thank you'

The minute ended. X started to pull away. I didnt want to. But I had to let go.

X went off, never turned back again.

The dream ended.

I felt the black hole in my heart enlarge further.

Back to drinking.

Alcohol Land is a less bitter place than here on Earth

HIV Angel

Was just watching Channel U talkshow 'Just Shoot'

They were talking about HIV.

It is spreading in Singapore....... and the ones who 'kena' are getting younger and younger.

Be warned.........

God is in His Heaven, but he left his 'angels' behind.

'Angels' to protect the rest of the community by killing those who are immoral.

Nuts: I sound like a crazy nazi or a heretic by talking in this way.

There are innocent people getting infected by the virus.... but not the 'angels' fault. Other humans are at fault

Yah I have gone bonkers

Everybody Loves GTK

Haha in case you still dont know, GTK stands for Great Teacher K.T.

Yes haha. Self declared. GREA-TO teacher

And now I declare everybody loves GTK. Wahahaha.

This is my best achievement since I started tuition two years ago.

Not helping someone pass from fail. Not helping someone get an A. Not helping someone jump 4 grades. Not helping someone beat somebody else.

All these are "been there done that" But still not as good as this

O and A levels are not over, yet I have already confirmed four clients for next year....

Thats like half my annual quota. Cool.

I guess that is a sign that I am doing stuff correctly.....

Worthy of a celebration......... So........ why am I not happy?

Today actually wasnt such a bright day. Was having quite a humdrum day in the lab..... Suddenly, x walked into my mind again. Heartache and missing x all over again.

Quickly called SOH TH. Smsed for awhile. Then started to rain extremely heavily.

Then I smsed her to sing 'Yu Tian' (Steph Sun song) together. Got more sad. SOH TH reminds me of sad things. Her blog is sad also.

Then although the rain stopped, the whole day after I was singing the song.

I know you will never love me.
If I can have just one wish, it would be to be with you.
Even if it is only one minute.
I only need one minute.

Everybody loves GTK but not x.