5.35 AM
5.35am
Yesterday turned out to be a sad day.........
I am sorry the visitors of this blog has to come and read all my whiny stuff everytime.... This is just not a very good year.........
Okay........ not whining........ just going to say some stuff.....
I did some crazy things again yesterday.....
Among other insane stuff I did, I brought 'Hello Panda' biscuits into the bathroom to eat while I was bathing.....
Actually I am really damn stressed this few days....... Exams are coming....
And I did quite badly for some subjects this semester....... I got a 'D' for some of my tests.....
The thing that shocked me the most that I was indifferent........
It doesnt seem to matter to me..... Last time if I had anything more than a 'B" for a test I will be disturbed and then more hardworking.....
Now I just put the grade away........ And no extra hard work or effort put into my studies...
I dont really want MOE to come after me.... Not nice to have officers talk to you about slipping grades and everything.......Dont think they will anyway...... unless really bad.....
Thats why this exams are ultra-stressful.... Even if I am studying very hard now....
天下间最难的事就是人的事了
I think human problems are more difficult to handle than exams...... They are the most difficult.......
Was telling my friend on the bus yesterday that I didnt like changes......
I really dont like change..........And I always have a bitter time coping with big changes.....
I struggle most of the time....... Especially with relationship change
Sometimes relationship change is like having coloured sand in your hands.
You want to keep the beautiful sand cos it is so special..... Yet it is just slipping through your fingers.......
The sad part is that you can do absolutely nothing to stop it from slipping through
We should treasure the present...... but it is precisely because I value the present and thats why I am so afraid that things will change later.....
I am still learning to let go of things
And I worry because I know I wont be able to handle it.......
I realise SOH TH said quite true stuff sometimes.... She is not as brainless as I describe her to be.....
Sometimes scientists can make mistakes with their observations
She said you should laugh all you want and can now because you might be crying there alone the next minute....
And it cannot be more true yesterday night......
If someone ask me now if 我是不是活得不耐烦了, I will say 是的。真的有点厌烦了
人生这艘贼船也未免太大了吧.......
天下间最难的事真的就是人的事了。
Do you understand what I am saying?
Yesterday turned out to be a sad day.........
I am sorry the visitors of this blog has to come and read all my whiny stuff everytime.... This is just not a very good year.........
Okay........ not whining........ just going to say some stuff.....
I did some crazy things again yesterday.....
Among other insane stuff I did, I brought 'Hello Panda' biscuits into the bathroom to eat while I was bathing.....
Actually I am really damn stressed this few days....... Exams are coming....
And I did quite badly for some subjects this semester....... I got a 'D' for some of my tests.....
The thing that shocked me the most that I was indifferent........
It doesnt seem to matter to me..... Last time if I had anything more than a 'B" for a test I will be disturbed and then more hardworking.....
Now I just put the grade away........ And no extra hard work or effort put into my studies...
I dont really want MOE to come after me.... Not nice to have officers talk to you about slipping grades and everything.......Dont think they will anyway...... unless really bad.....
Thats why this exams are ultra-stressful.... Even if I am studying very hard now....
天下间最难的事就是人的事了
I think human problems are more difficult to handle than exams...... They are the most difficult.......
Was telling my friend on the bus yesterday that I didnt like changes......
I really dont like change..........And I always have a bitter time coping with big changes.....
I struggle most of the time....... Especially with relationship change
Sometimes relationship change is like having coloured sand in your hands.
You want to keep the beautiful sand cos it is so special..... Yet it is just slipping through your fingers.......
The sad part is that you can do absolutely nothing to stop it from slipping through
We should treasure the present...... but it is precisely because I value the present and thats why I am so afraid that things will change later.....
I am still learning to let go of things
And I worry because I know I wont be able to handle it.......
I realise SOH TH said quite true stuff sometimes.... She is not as brainless as I describe her to be.....
Sometimes scientists can make mistakes with their observations
She said you should laugh all you want and can now because you might be crying there alone the next minute....
And it cannot be more true yesterday night......
If someone ask me now if 我是不是活得不耐烦了, I will say 是的。真的有点厌烦了
人生这艘贼船也未免太大了吧.......
天下间最难的事真的就是人的事了。
Do you understand what I am saying?
posted by Kian Tong at 5:43 AM
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