Quite the Truth

I did this personality/psychology test. Pulled it from somebody's blog.

I must say its quite true.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(Okay. Quite true but I doubt everyone is attracted to me and like to talk to me. They probably hate to talk to me)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(OMG! How very accurate)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.
(Somebody is spying on me)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(Confirm got people spy on me)

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
(Yes!!Yes!Yes!)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(Okay lah. Quite true)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(Half true. I am afraid to fail but I can take failure.)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(Really meh? But sometimes I just don't care if people accept me)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Mature? No. Comments? No. Dilemma? Everytime. Cause I know I have to follow my head but I always struggle to pacify my heart)

Well. Do the test to find out if it is true for you too..... http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Back to I-Ciggs.....

What's an I-Cigg?

Ask Mary. She would know.

Haha

Lousy Person

'Where it dies in one end, in another it resurrects' ~HKT, in real life

Gekleng say I am a lousy person.

Yes. Sometimes I also think so.

Maybe not sometimes. A lot of times would be a better estimate.....

If anyone believes me at all, I am sorry everyone.

Sorry Youngest Sister: I know you have homework that you must do but I still yell at you for using the computer.... Its just that you really use the computer too much at times....

Sorry Younger Sister: I know I shouldnt complain when you watch TV.... But you really watch too much TV....

Sorry Mom: sorry for waking you up with my shouting.... You hold two jobs. It must be very tiring.

Sorry Dad: I forgot to do what you have asked of me. To take care of the family. I havent really grown up after all these years. Deep down, I am still a stubborn impetuous child

Sorry Aunt: I havent visited you since I knew you had cancer..... I am going to be so so sorry if anything happens to you. Its just that I really have too much work. I am selfish.... I know.....

Sorry Professor: I always come in late, run away early disappear for a few hours a day to do other work.... Its not that I really want to wake up late... Sometimes I work until very late and am so super tired that I just simply cannot wake up.....

Sorry Anabella: You are not very fat. I was just kidding. You know what I am like. You called Bernard's shirt kueh-lapis as well.

Sorry Seniors/Elders: I am always so rude to you all. I admit I should show you all more respect.

Sorry Friends: I spend too little time with you all...... I wonder if you all want me to spend time with you....

Sorry Other Friends: Sometimes I only approach you when I need help. Thanks for helping me. I am grateful. Truly. Hope you can tell that I repay you in my little own ways. Those that I have not repaid, I try my best. Thank you.

Sorry Fellow ARTivators: I am irritating. Besides sorry, I can't really think of another expression.

Sorry People-who-have-worked-with-me: I am truly lousy when it comes to people-stuff. If you are ever offended by me, which is most-of-the-time-the-case, I offer my deepest apologies. Sometimes, I can be very lousy in my work. Sorry no cure. I do better next time can?

Sorry Bob: Money can't buy everything. I realised that. Thank you. I wish you the best.

Sorry Nat & Karin: I complain too much. Your tolerance of my complaints amazes me.

Sorry my closest friends: I know you all care about me... But for some reasons, I choose to close myself up. Maybe one day I will open up.... But not for now....

Sorry Kian Tong: Whatever you work hard to build up, I work equally hard to destroy. One day I will go away so that your life will be happier. And Easier.

'原来很多事是后知后觉的' ~HKT, in real life

Shit Happens

'This is a world of have-nots, not haves' ~HKT, in real life

Been very busy this entire summer..... And as it draws to a close, it gets even crazier

This August, I am going to help organise 2 movie screenings, operate lights for a production, do lab work, tutor my students, start school and operate a flea market stall.

Phew. And I am quite quite nervous. Cause I am very afraid I am required to be at two places at the same time.....

Everytime I leave my lab early for my outside work, I always feel abit squirmy cause my professor will always have something to say about it.

Then people will say serve you right cause who ask you to take up so much work......

But its not as if I am screwing up anything... yet...... And surprisingly, I am managing my time quite well as of now.....

I am just nervous thats all.... Like I feel something is on the verge of exploding in my face but yet I don't know what it is.....

And the production I really really want to do......... Cause I have not been doing many productions in the theatre this year..... And this production gives me a chance to work with other Arts group besides Drama Box.

Oh by the way, please come and support 'Angelism' by Panggung Arts in collaboration with Drama Box.... Written by two very talented people and directed by two other very talented directors and acted by four other very talented cast..... Its part of the OCBC Theatre Festival 2008 presented by Wild Rice.

Its not hard sell.... I really like the script and enjoy the direction as well as the acting......

This long summer, a lot of things happened to me...... Or rather I did many things.....

Some things are good, somethings make me say 'shit happens' somethings will come to affect me for life....

Been going back to my bad habit of listening to emotional songs for long periods of time..... I also don't know why I do it.... but I find myself slipping back into depressed state again.... And sometimes I just silently and unconciously stare blankly into space....

Maybe I still cannot forget that night..... I don't think I can ever forget the night where I tried to negotiate fantasy and reality.....

Experiences in life can help people grow concious of things that they never knew.... They can make people grow up..... And I think I grew up a little this unforgetable summer.....

Experiences can help script writing as well.... Have already thought of a new one.....

Oh the script about shit.... I handed up already..... And I really think it is like shit.....

Haha.......