Lousy Person

'Where it dies in one end, in another it resurrects' ~HKT, in real life

Gekleng say I am a lousy person.

Yes. Sometimes I also think so.

Maybe not sometimes. A lot of times would be a better estimate.....

If anyone believes me at all, I am sorry everyone.

Sorry Youngest Sister: I know you have homework that you must do but I still yell at you for using the computer.... Its just that you really use the computer too much at times....

Sorry Younger Sister: I know I shouldnt complain when you watch TV.... But you really watch too much TV....

Sorry Mom: sorry for waking you up with my shouting.... You hold two jobs. It must be very tiring.

Sorry Dad: I forgot to do what you have asked of me. To take care of the family. I havent really grown up after all these years. Deep down, I am still a stubborn impetuous child

Sorry Aunt: I havent visited you since I knew you had cancer..... I am going to be so so sorry if anything happens to you. Its just that I really have too much work. I am selfish.... I know.....

Sorry Professor: I always come in late, run away early disappear for a few hours a day to do other work.... Its not that I really want to wake up late... Sometimes I work until very late and am so super tired that I just simply cannot wake up.....

Sorry Anabella: You are not very fat. I was just kidding. You know what I am like. You called Bernard's shirt kueh-lapis as well.

Sorry Seniors/Elders: I am always so rude to you all. I admit I should show you all more respect.

Sorry Friends: I spend too little time with you all...... I wonder if you all want me to spend time with you....

Sorry Other Friends: Sometimes I only approach you when I need help. Thanks for helping me. I am grateful. Truly. Hope you can tell that I repay you in my little own ways. Those that I have not repaid, I try my best. Thank you.

Sorry Fellow ARTivators: I am irritating. Besides sorry, I can't really think of another expression.

Sorry People-who-have-worked-with-me: I am truly lousy when it comes to people-stuff. If you are ever offended by me, which is most-of-the-time-the-case, I offer my deepest apologies. Sometimes, I can be very lousy in my work. Sorry no cure. I do better next time can?

Sorry Bob: Money can't buy everything. I realised that. Thank you. I wish you the best.

Sorry Nat & Karin: I complain too much. Your tolerance of my complaints amazes me.

Sorry my closest friends: I know you all care about me... But for some reasons, I choose to close myself up. Maybe one day I will open up.... But not for now....

Sorry Kian Tong: Whatever you work hard to build up, I work equally hard to destroy. One day I will go away so that your life will be happier. And Easier.

'原来很多事是后知后觉的' ~HKT, in real life