Sad

Finished full dress rehearsal at 11.50pm

Realised everybody have someone to fetch them home or they have a car.

Left me.

Asked myself why kids nowadays so fortunate.

Where are my parents? Stand on the roadside look left look right. They are not coming....

Why my dad dont have a car.......I think he has problems getting a new fridge.

Told myself never mind. Just take the last train. Walked myself to the MRT station.

I felt like the loneliest person in the world.

Jiantong is lost in the concrete jungle of Shenton way

Not watching 'Trash' with Kunhua. Told him I also very sad......

Yes. I also very sad......

But who really can see I am not happy?

Behind the smiley face and the stupid joke and the silly expressions, who knows got a sad boy?

Sad because life couldnt be better. Sad because he has to be disappointed again and again. Sad because he thinks other people doesnt appreciate his value.

Enough is enough. This is probably the last candle to burn. After the flame goes out it will be time to say goodbye and then move on.

It is the season of sadness, yet more friends are leaving.

What could be more sad?