He said "Help me pack my memories in"

One week can learn alot of things actually.

This week alot of things happened.......

Regretfully, nothing that alcohol can erase, though I tried hard at it.......

So in the end I am defeated......

At first I thought I was bouncing back yet again. I thought there is nothing that I cannot recover from. Within the span of 6 years, I have battled against all sorts of odds yet stayed alive.

For awhile, I thought pneumonia was going to kill me because it stubbornly refused to go away.

Something happened, but nobody bothered. Except perhaps a half-hearted attempt? But still I managed to brush that aside and continue on.....

By thursday I felt better already. Though still drinking but I manage jokes and I got a new tattoo by friday just before I left school.........

But yesterday night I saw something. Actually I wanted to paste it here to explain all these drama stuff. But decided against it.

Its other people's happiness. I shouldnt build my misery on other people's happiness...

Whatever I saw smashed my recovering heart into another thousand pieces. I am an idiot, because it doesnt seem related. But to me it did.

An large and beautifully built house on no foundation is destined to collapse.

I need to leave now.我需要走了

Go on a long journey. 去远行

Not physically. But mentally...... Before all this drives me insane. 精神上的旅程

The old Kiantong is going off for awhile.以前的我要走开

In place will be just a indifferent person.暂时由一个随便的我代替

It might be awhile.可能一回儿

It might be a month.可能一个月

It might be a year.可能一年

It might be forever.可能永远

But I need to go. This is a world of have-nots. Not haves.

Might be too DRAMA for you. Might be laughable. Might be a attention attraction exercise.觉得是笑话？煽情？

Doesnt matter to me.不重要

So long.再见

I might just come back someday. 有一天可能我会回来