Sometimes

Sometimes.......

Sometimes we are sad....

Sometimes we feel small.....

Sometimes we just feel like we cannot cheer up for a long long time.....

Sometimes we don't feel like eating anything at all even though we haven't been eating for the day.....

Sometimes we ask ourselves why.....

Sometimes we tell ourselves why......

Sometimes we tolerate it....

Sometimes we break down crying.....

Sometimes we hate ourselves....

Sometimes we think we are very stupid.....

Sometimes we make people cry.....

Sometimes we wish we had more control over our own lives.....

Sometimes we simply refuse to let go.....

Sometimes we just feel like dying....

Sometimes we just can't bear to part with each other....

Sometimes we feel tired......

Sometimes we wish people are abit less mean....

Sometimes we wish people are more understanding....

Sometimes we walk so fast that we forgot about our friends....

Sometimes we hurt the people who love us most the deepest.....

Sometimes we lie to those whom we love the most.....

Sometimes love just ain't enough

Sometimes we refuse to let go.....

Sometimes refusing to let go causes us the most pain.....

Sometimes.....

I wish the world wasn't so complex.

Yesterday I dreamt of a friend (out of nowhere) whom have not been in contact for like a year.....

We were colleagues during our army days......

We went to a trip to a foreign land..... I didn't know where it was.....

He was the tour guide.....

We enjoyed each other's campanionship.... we had great fun..... And it was like we were never strangers before........

Everything felt so real...... And somehow I felt less lonely......

Then I woke up..... And it was a dark and bitter world again.....

And I became more afraid of the problems I am having.....

Sigh.

Sometimes, people can just creep into your dreams like that